Ah the weekend is over and once more I feel utterly exhausted. Though It is the fault of both me and my boyfriend... I couldn't leave him. He needed me to be there for him. More than anything. So I stayed up until 2:30 am comforting him. You see, I'm not really allowed to tell anyone, and I will honor his wish, only because I cannot do anything to help him from this far away. But I swear I will kill that bastard... Not Maxie. His damn brother. The son of a bitch I despise. I will murder him. I will I swear. Or at least maim him enough to throw him into a coma that he will never wake up from. I will make it look like an accident. Make it self inflicted.... He doesn't deserve to die I guess... That would be too kind.... He deserves to suffer, and he will. But of course my Koishii may never know of this... He knows I despise this man, no, not a man... not even a tiny speck of dust. More like a damn waste of existance. I will hospitalize that son of a bitch. I swear it.... No one can get away with doing something like that. And I hope karma comes back and bites him hard in the ass....
Monday, May 4, 2009
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Harboring such rage is exhausting. I admire your passion, but hope that you won't let your anger- however deserved- suck the happy and good from your mood and spirit.
Plotting murder will get you into trouble kid...
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