Damn son of a-!

Growl! *sigh* I can't believe this shit! All this week I've been pushing it and pushing it! Hell for the past month and a half he's known! Hell since March he's known! It's me and Maxie's 6 month TOMORROW! He was supposed to see if he could come down, at least for part of the weekend! And all of this week! Hell for the past 2 months he's known about it! And what does he go and do? He sets up a graduation party for himself on Saturday and completely forgot to tell me until just now! How long has it been since he set up this party? Maybe 3 weeks? A month? God I hate him sometimes! He might not even talk to me tomorrow because he's gonna be busy doing stuff to get ready for that damn party!

I don't get it.... What have I done to have such poor karma? I'm a good person! I do nice things! Don't I? *sigh* I'm going into being more of an insomniac, and I haven't really gotten a decent nights sleep all week... On top of that I've been in bed on so many painkillers my head was spinning for the past 3 days.... I just wanted this one thing to work out. And now it won't because he "forgot". How the hell do you forget about that?

*sigh* anyways.... I'm done ranting now I think.... Time to go crawl into my little hole and let my creativity flow, as it often does when I'm in a depressed state.... And today was going good too....