30 posts and some news

This is my 30th post on this blog... Which symbolizes that I have no life other than my computer really. Ah the love of technology.

Anyways... It's me and Max's 5 month anniversary today... This is a big deal to me and the stupid bastard is being a selfish baby! We got into an argument on Friday about his attitude and how I wasn't going to take it. There was no reason for him to be so damn snappy with me in the first place, even after I was being nice and let him go on a date with someone else. We have an open relationship, but when it came time for me to ask him if I could go out with someone who I will never see because this person lives in Pennsylvania, He got crabby with me and was being stupid about it all. I told him that if he was going to continue his behavior not to talk to me. We didn't speak much for the rest of the weekend. I called on Sunday to see if he wanted to talk and the bastard had turned his damn phone off!

I have left voicemail messages and text messages but he won't respond. He hasn't turned his phone back on at all. It's really starting to piss me off and I am about ready to leave him a message saying that if he doesn't call me back I'm not going to just sit around and wait for his ass. I'm done playing his damn game.

Don't get me wrong... I love the kid more than anything on this planet... But I'm worried about him... I'm starting to think that he doesn't care as much as he used to... That he doesn't want to be committed to me any longer... I miss him... I miss his voice, his laughter... Hell I even miss his angered tone...I don't care if he's screaming at me... I just want to talk to him... So much for a happy fucking anniversary....