YAY!!!

OMG INTERNET!!!!!! I am so thrilled! Though so much has happened this summer where do I begin!? Well... Me and Max are still together, though just barely. We are planning to officially meet in a few weeks... Hopefully. We decided that we were going to start over and that we were gonna do it right this time.... Is it wrong for me to date a Freshman? Eh whatever I'm not 18 yet anyways.

Me and Axel are really close though now too, and if things don't work with Max at least I have him.

Uhh... My best friend Kaitie had to move to North Carolina with her dad because of her mother's sudden death... But I will be doing a seperate post for that. Kaitie gave me all of her paints as well as her $80 wireless router so I have internet everywhere in my house now.

So! Last Monday night... The 6th i think? Well whatever. I went back to my hometown of Big Lake and spent the evening with my friends. There was12 of us on a pontoon in the middle of the lake! It was so fun. It was just like old times! Such perverted jokes flying around and me and Kaitie were like the very center of attention the entire time because we were the ones that weren't coming back for a really long time.

The best part of that night was Kaitie had requested to sit on my lap bescause there wasn't a lot of room in the back of the boat. I said fine cuz she would have done it one way or another. Well we had some music going and she started dancing a little bit here and there. So of course, I had to call it to everyone's attention by shouting "Everyone look! Kaitie's giving me a lap dance!" Everyone's heads literally snapped to the back of the boat where we were. She just turned a bit and whapped the top of my head with the pizza box she was holding...

It was really fun that day though. We were in the water at the beach and i was tackled by 5 people or so, one of them kissed my cheek, Kaiti licked me, not to mention I was groped by nearly everyone. Is it odd that I actually miss that? Well... No. I have a few friends, but none I really stay in contact with. Only the ones on the internet... None from down here sadly. I never really adjusted... Next year is my last year anyways so if I make the friends I have even closer then awesome, if not well... I'm going to live with Kaitie anyways....

Sigh. I just have a habit of closing myself off from society anyways when moving to a new place, but you'd think that after 6 months... wow has it really been that long? Yes actually almost exactly... we moved here I think on the 19th, though I didn't join school again til February... Sad.

Anyways. Still no job... No where within a decent distance is hiring. I miss having money... I miss my friends. I really miss my job. But whatever. I enjoy my time on the internet... That seems to be the only life I have anyways.

My mother is getting worse, though she won't admit it. She literally told me straight to my face that I didn't love her anymore and I was so tempted just to tell her straight out that I didn't. I'm so sick of her bullshit anyways. Why should I respect someone that doesn't respect me, parent or not.

Well that's enough for this post. I have two more but they won't nearly be as long.