Need.... Hammer.....

OMFG! I want a damn hammer! Or a two by four or something hard that I could knock myself out with! I might have a sinus infection and if it wasn't for tests and such today *coughrichsclasscough* I wouldn't even be here! I'm so damn miserable! My throat and neck hurt like hell mainly because the glands in my neck had swollen to like twice their size in the past two days.... I can hardly swallow and am stuf eating soft foods.... Though I can't complain, I love ramen....

Also... My head hurts like hell. Reason for the title. I want the pain in my head to stop, what better way to do that than with a hammer? Oh yeah... Maybe it's just a cold, but I'm not coughing much, cuz it seems to be all in my head... Usually my colds start in my chest. I thought it was allergies. Now I'm sneezing... and every time I do it hurts like hell.... My head feels like it's about to explode or something....

Ok well I'm gonna stop complaining...

Equality article

I follow in that most movies leave out the minorities, but I believe that to be because that's what they are. Minorities. I have nothing against them, I really don't, but people like to see what is most common to them. I'm not saying that there shouldn't be a movie like what they described, but it's just not that likely to break the habit. Where Disney has it's princesses, Pixar has it's male leads. It will always be like this.

This is just the way things will always be... Women, on the large scale of things, as well as blacks, and other minorities, recently obtained their rights, while most people still have it engrained in their minds that white men, are always on top. This is just how society works. I don't mind that people think that, and we are rather lucky to have women at all in movies.

Silence article

This article is of major importance. Stories should be shared, and action should be taken to try and prevent these things from happening... I'm getting my friend to come online and post right now about the things that have happened to him, as a result of breaking the silence that he has held for so very long. Once he is done I will post a link, that or his blog is one of the ones on my list entitled "depression and roses".


As to where my blog will go over the summer depends on whether or not I have access to the internet, though I hope I will and I will continue to write on it every day.

Social networking article

I think that people often do things like this to impress people, though most people are just trying to make themselves a new identity as a person. Look at me. Most people that I roleplay with all think that I'm a male. This is fine by me, as I am a tomboy, and would rather be male. I have a very male mindset, and most people automatically call me "he", without me telling them to. So on my myspace account, it says that I'm male. Same for my face book and all of my proboards accounts. I just prefer this as of late. Though I have never stolen someone elses pictures to remake myself as someone else.

If they want a picture of me, they can ask, though they probably won't get one anyways. I hate pictures. Cameras steal your soul.........

Response to the Article thingy

I don't know whether or not things like this could possibly be true. You see, I'm a daughter, and my father is still very conservative. He is very strong willed with this. I am kinda in between, but more on the Democratic side. Just because he has a daughter didn't change his views. I don't think children can change a persons views on the way their country should be run.

Music Volume

So, what it is? What volume do you like to hear your music at and why? Do you feel like listening to music loudly is a worthy sacrifice or some bands are better louder? What about concerts? Ever gone to one with ear plugs?

I prefer to listen to my music at low or medium volume. This way it doesn't hurt my ears as much. I am really sensitive to higher pitched noises, where as bass is kinda hard for me to hear. I like listening to some music louder than others, but I think that some bands and some styles of music are much better to listen to louder, though some are good with both. I have never ever been to a concert.....